Tired of being Independent
Dear Whoever's Listening,
I'm having a blue morning - and its not even a Monday. I had a bunch of confusing dreams last night. In the good one i was watching the meteorite shower that I missed while I was awake on Sunday night!!! But even that got scary when it looked like the stars were aiming straight for us - I don't remember who the other person was, but I hope he's still alive!! The other dream was about the ex-sms-flirt friend I had who's getting married tomorrow. I've already told him I'm not going for the wedding. In my dream I'd just received his wedding invitation which was more like a package of various bits of trivia on the couple - that I'm glad I don't really know!
I've had a bizarre week, to say the least. On Monday I met an old friend of my dad's who took us to his friend's house for dinner. The lady of the house was this sweet, full of life person, and between her & my dad's friend they had us entertained with stories from their time! She also happened to be a wedding planner and when it was time for desert, he mentioned that she'd never let us touch any of the wedding cake that was all neatly packed & ready for the wedding she was organising this Friday. That's when someone passed me a box to take a look at the little pink ribbon & all - and i see my ex-sms-flirt's name on the box - shit bums piss fuckeroonie - and then they show me the church books all warm and fuzzy with pink ribbon and bells et al!!! Uggghhhhh... I must admit I felt a bit faint!!!! And for some od reason I still do.
I need a hug!
xxx,
Tartrazina
I'm having a blue morning - and its not even a Monday. I had a bunch of confusing dreams last night. In the good one i was watching the meteorite shower that I missed while I was awake on Sunday night!!! But even that got scary when it looked like the stars were aiming straight for us - I don't remember who the other person was, but I hope he's still alive!! The other dream was about the ex-sms-flirt friend I had who's getting married tomorrow. I've already told him I'm not going for the wedding. In my dream I'd just received his wedding invitation which was more like a package of various bits of trivia on the couple - that I'm glad I don't really know!
I've had a bizarre week, to say the least. On Monday I met an old friend of my dad's who took us to his friend's house for dinner. The lady of the house was this sweet, full of life person, and between her & my dad's friend they had us entertained with stories from their time! She also happened to be a wedding planner and when it was time for desert, he mentioned that she'd never let us touch any of the wedding cake that was all neatly packed & ready for the wedding she was organising this Friday. That's when someone passed me a box to take a look at the little pink ribbon & all - and i see my ex-sms-flirt's name on the box - shit bums piss fuckeroonie - and then they show me the church books all warm and fuzzy with pink ribbon and bells et al!!! Uggghhhhh... I must admit I felt a bit faint!!!! And for some od reason I still do.
I need a hug!
xxx,
Tartrazina
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hugs hugs hun....i think i alsoflirted with ur sms flirt buddy who's getting married so dont feel too bad..big hug to you...chinks
abaniko - thankew i feel better already!
chinks - et tu, i know! knowing bout the wedding was fine, but imagine my shock seeing the damn cake boxes & church booklets - dinner with his wedding planner!!
Awwwwww. You should have just attacked one of those cakes. Nice post but weird coincidence. But you should have eaten some cake man. Taste the goodies before the bride :)
Hope this man stops his sms flirtings after his vows and all.
Tarta my love! not just hugs, but huges huges coming your way. all these ex's are bitches! they just go and get married or find someone else. you stay strong girl! and on that note, since you are down, I'm bequeth thee Thapa. Mr. Thapa are you listening. Go back to Tarta right now. she needs the love!
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