Dear Whoever's Listening,
I'm having a blue morning - and its not even a Monday. I had a bunch of confusing dreams last night. In the good one i was watching the
meteorite shower that I missed while I was awake on Sunday night!!! But even that got scary when it looked like the stars were aiming straight for us - I don't remember who the other person was, but I hope he's still alive!! The other dream was about the ex-sms-flirt friend I had who's getting married tomorrow. I've already told him I'm not going for the wedding. In my dream I'd just received his wedding invitation which was more like a package of various bits of trivia on the couple - that I'm glad I don't really know!
I've had a bizarre week, to say the least. On Monday I met an old friend of my dad's who took us to his friend's house for dinner. The lady of the house was this sweet, full of life person, and between her & my dad's friend they had us entertained with stories from their time! She also happened to be a wedding planner and when it was time for desert, he mentioned that she'd never let us touch any of the wedding cake that was all neatly packed & ready for the wedding she was organising this Friday. That's when someone passed me a box to take a look at the little pink ribbon & all - and i see my ex-sms-flirt's name on the box - shit bums piss fuckeroonie - and then they show me the church books all warm and fuzzy with pink ribbon and bells et al!!! Uggghhhhh... I must admit I felt a bit faint!!!! And for some od reason I still do.
I need a hug!
xxx,
Tartrazina
