Fa la la la la.. la la la la...

...took a long over due day off from work today... to remind myself that I DO HAVE A LIFE!!!

Listened to Ho ho ho 1... the Christmas CD we recorded 2 years ago. Felt nostalgic and happy and sad all at once! Made calls to people I missed terribly but hadn't stopped to think about for a LONG time.

Never imagined I'd get caught in this rat race - but I am... *bows head in shame*

Its strange how it happens... and you just don't notice till it's almost too late! Same as putting on weight I guess - all of a sudden I went from athlete to plum pudding!!!! ...phew... and I just haven't managed to shake it off ever since. I don't know if it's possible to re-gain my life either! Whether these days off will be few and FAAAAAR between! Whether it'll take a fucking tumour to get my next one and a half month holiday!! No one could've put it better than Alanis!!!!

...its like meeting the man of your dreams and then meeting his beautiful wife.... la la la la!!!